Sunday, May 3, 2009

here we go.

Tomorrow is the day that I really start trying to lose some of this extra baggage. I've been trying to make 'better' decisions this week, but it's hard getting back in the mindset. I hope that even just making better little choices will help offset things. I'll be battling this guy (the WW 'hungry' monster, who I'm renaming 'Snacky') but between almonds, some trail mix, grapes, etc I hope to be able to keep that monster at bay.

I also want to thank my friends who are all 1000% behind me, and are helping to support me however they can - from all across the country. I sooo appreciate all the support, and really hope I don't let anyone down. MWAH!

2 comments:

Tammi Hayne said...

You *can* do this. You have such a fantastic reason for doing this and that should be the paramount force in your life to help you battle Snacky head to head. Think of Snacky as the devil on one shoulder and your darling bebe on the other taking on the angel role...every time you are presented with a food choice think about who you want to win that challenge...do you want Snacky to have a victory or do you want your bebe to win that victory. Will putting that food item in your mouth move you closer towards having bebe in your arms or move you closer towards becoming friends with Snacky? Think of it in as simple of terms as "will putting this in my mouth help me get a baby or will it push me further from that reality?". You can do this. You have the willpower, you have the determination because you have proved in the past you do. Summon that from deep within yourself and make it a reality. You can do it, you know you can and so do we! Hugs!

Emily said...

So, how did day 1 go?