Saturday, October 3, 2009

Gah.

I am scared to weigh myself. I have been eating so much crap lately, it's scary. i should stop, as it's making me feel like hell, but it's what I do when I'm 'in a mood'. Why am I in such a mood lately? Because I'm sick and tired of the hurry up and wait game that I've been playing with respect to some other shite, and so my focus has waned drastically. I was all gung ho back in April/May because we didn't think there'd be such a wait, but as we come up on 6 months waiting for a green light, I get frustrated, so I eat.

1 comments:

SB said...

I totally understand. Try to think of it as one day at a time. "Today, I'm not going to have any greasy junk food". "Today, I'm going to eat more fruit". "Today, I won't eat 2 lbs of carrots". :oP

Make it into a more manageable thoughts perhaps?