A bag of dog food

That's the only comparison I could find as to what 50 lbs feels like.

Why do I want a comparison as to what 50 lbs feels like?? Because that's how much I've lost since April '08!! YAY!!

Hey bandwagon, come back!

So, I ended up taking October pretty much off. Life, holidays, and other health elements got in the way. BUT. I actually opened the WW tracker on my computer when I got to work today, and I"m ready to get back on plan and lose those last stubborn pounds that stand between me & my goal weight. Ok, plus a few more. I admittedly ate like absolute crap these last few weeks, and it shows. I'm still around -16 or -17, but it could be a lot better. So, back I am on the road to -30/10%. Here's hoping I don't get booted off the wagon again...

Bootcamp v.2.0 results

Well, the results aren't as fantastic as bootcamp 1.0, but I'll take it. Barely anything lost in inches, but lost 2.5% bodyfat! Whoo!

Gah.

I am scared to weigh myself. I have been eating so much crap lately, it's scary. i should stop, as it's making me feel like hell, but it's what I do when I'm 'in a mood'. Why am I in such a mood lately? Because I'm sick and tired of the hurry up and wait game that I've been playing with respect to some other shite, and so my focus has waned drastically. I was all gung ho back in April/May because we didn't think there'd be such a wait, but as we come up on 6 months waiting for a green light, I get frustrated, so I eat.