This week, I should've been able to get to under 200lbs. Last week, I was at 201, and "one-derland" was in sight. So what do I do? Eat a bunch of brownies and pistachios and other things that are really bad for me, and go back up to 203.2.
I'm so fucking mad at myself right now. I've been slacking off since bootcamp ended - still working out, but not as often or as hard or as I was. Why is it that when someone else puts expectations/goals on me, I can't let them down, but I have no problem letting myself down?
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AHHH BOOO. We all have slip-ups, please don't be so hard on yourself. You will be in Onederland next week, I'm sure of it.
How's this - I expect you to be in Onederland next week. And if you do, there'll be a fun prize involved (I'm not above bribery, I admit it). So there. Will that work?
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