Oh my darling, you look ONEderful tonight

I made it! 198.2 was the beautiful number on my scale this morning (-5 since last week - damn water weight last week)!

Stalled...

like our old Crapalier, I'm stalled. I've basically been stalled (within .6 lbs) for the last 2 weeks. I've been overeating, and just kinda blah. I know I have to start exercising and staying on track, but I find it really hard to do lately. I'd love to hit that 20lb mark, or 30 or 40... don't know what's stopping me. I have had comments that people can see the change now, hopefully this will kick start me into losing again. blah.......

oink oink moo...

Self-sabotage

This week, I should've been able to get to under 200lbs. Last week, I was at 201, and "one-derland" was in sight. So what do I do? Eat a bunch of brownies and pistachios and other things that are really bad for me, and go back up to 203.2.

I'm so fucking mad at myself right now. I've been slacking off since bootcamp ended - still working out, but not as often or as hard or as I was. Why is it that when someone else puts expectations/goals on me, I can't let them down, but I have no problem letting myself down?

i got a STAR!

wheeeeeeeee! I am officially 5(.3)% lighter than I was at the end of April. 53% towards my 33 lb goal, or 59% towards 30 (10% starting weight).


I didn't have the greatest week food-wise (I uh, ate an extra week's worth of flex points. oops??) and still lost, so I feel like I cheated, uh, quite a bit. I'm going to definitely curb the flex point consumption this week... or, at least try.

how's everyone else making out??

OH - and for inspiration, check out a friend of a friend's blog - Uncovering Me. It's absolutely amazing... especially this post.. wowza. Oh to be able to do that (kick ass before & after shots) one day...

Oink.

today i had the food day from hell. all self-induced, but still. actually, it's been a really bad food weeek, and i still have 3 days to go :/ I have logged everything, and it's not pretty.

i'm finding i have issues with 'social occassions'. This week I've had a pizza lunch at work, a bbq for j's work today (free food & booze...), went to a movie with a friend, and i make choices that I think are 'ok', and they so turn out not to be.

Ah well. not worth dwelling, right? just gotta be more diligent this weekend...

New Suit

I bought 2 new suits on May 1, in a size 18. Today, I bought a new suit in a size 14!!! :oD I'm so damn happy about it!

That is all. :oD

Week 7 results...

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Thanks to WW & of course a little help & support from my friends, I have lost 14.4 lbs since April 28!!! I'm going for a 30 lb (first) goal, so I'm 48% of the way there. Looks like I just might be able to make it to 30 lbs lost by the end of August. or sooner????

I am starting to feel a little different - the roll bw my boobs & belly is smaller and less bloaty, and I almost feel like I've lost a bit off my hips. Course, maybe that's just a bit off my gut, making my pants fit better, but whatever. And maybe the loss is partially attributed to feeling like HELL this past week, but hey, whatever works :P

The constant counting isn't as annoying as I thought (I heart the online counter that I have bookmarked at home & work), and although it's a struggle every day, it's working.

So to anyone out there who's struggling, keep it up. If I can lose this weight, anyone can :D